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Sonnet VIIII think that this is going to kill me. After all, how can people live when they just keep cutting away pieces of themselves and throwing them on paper to see what sticks?Sonnet VIII
How can I be whole when I feel the missing part? How can we keep going when we don't have the thing that fuels us? How do I keep it together when this notebook and all
the writing in it is just pieces of me?
I have fallen from that place I want to be, sunk to these levels of hopeless musing and pathetic cliches.
When did I get here, this state where everything is disgusting and nons
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Sonnet VIISometimes it hurts me to look at you because I cannot stop imagining how we could be. Pictures flit across my brain, and it hurts because I know it will not be.Sonnet VII
I have wished to be a few years older or for you to be a few years younger. God, have I wished. But I know that if wishes were horses, these still wouldn't come true.
I feel like a child planning her dream wedding. I don't know any of the specifics of it, but I know you are there, waiting for me at the altar.
I wish this ache would leave, but it seems that it is here to stay, burrowing into my
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Sonnet VIThey say we associate smells and sounds with memories. I wonder what I will feel, walking down the street, when I hear you laugh. What will I do when I smell you or feel a stranger in denim brush against my fingertips?Sonnet VI
I think I will stop in the middle of the sidewalk and relish the ache in my chest. I will inhale, breathing in deeply, and feel the cold air, permeated with your scent, stinging my sinuses.
I will close my eyes and feel you hug me, I will feel you take my hand and adjust my frame. I will feel your hand at my waist as we waltz slowly.
Then my
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Sonnet VWhat is it about you that compels me to speak? You make me wordy and long-winded, these pathetic praises flowing from my mouth like bad Chinese food that won't stay down.Sonnet V
They don't make Pepto Bismol and 7-Up for this, verbally upchucking almost every thought of you that crosses my mind. For a while I lose my appetite, but them I am hungry again for more.
I have become a masochist, pleading for punishment. I am only torturing myself with this. I cannot stop. What kind of twisted relationship has this become?
The worst part is that I know you love my poetry,
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Sonnet IIYou are graceful in how you move, catlike, with the fluidity and confidence of a panther. Your movements are sure, not clumsy and awkward as I am, gauche and inept.Sonnet II
Your arms are what keep me upright when
my whole body protests and my knees buckle and my brain refuses to cooperate and drops all the filters between it and my mouth.
When I am incapable, you guide me with soft nudges and softer words and spin me back onto the right track.
You are a map, the polestar of the North, a compass, a trail, the sign that says 'exit here,' the one keeping
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Sonnet II love you because I do not know enough not to; like the lemmings that leap off cliffs, so am I oblivious to the placesSonnet I
this will lead.
I love you because you are irresistible, as inevitable and inescapable as Death himself, and although you are inaccessible, I have inadvertently fallen inarguably, irrevocably innamorato.
I love you as dancers love to dance, as actors love to act, as lovers love to love- because I do not know what I would do if I didn't.
I love you because you help me find words
when there are none, because you hold me tightly
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wantyou can't know how it feels to be so close to you every day and be ignoredwant
like me
there are just simple things
that make me want to cry
i want to be the one you sit with
in speech class and make inappropriate jokes with about certain activities at freshman parties
i want to be the one you sit with
in science class and laugh at the dumb things your friend says and he gets in trouble for because he isn't "constructive"
you want to know what else isn't constructive?
breaking my heart into 3,745,268 p
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Monsterthe clouds looming low over the horizon ominous, dark, heralding the coming stormMonster
the scent of rain is heavy in the air cloying, sickly sweet, filling the air with the smell of water and dirt
the rain starts to fall gently, slowly falling, staining the pavement with drops of liquid
is it only the rain that soaks my cheeks? or is it also my tears at the memory of what you did?
maybe even just the thought of you, once so lively and bright, now nothing but a memory and food for the maggots, makes me ache
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Katie‘K’ is for ‘Kit’. A whole and complete package. ‘A’ is for ‘Awesome’. That’s what you are. ‘T’ is for ‘The supporter’. That’s your role in my life. ‘I’ is for ‘If’. You always point out the possibilities. ‘E’ is for ‘Everlasting’. You will always be in my heart.Katie
‘I’ is for ‘Isolated’. You are one-of-a-kind. ‘S’ is for ‘Secrets’. You always keep mine.
‘A’ is for ‘Adult’. You think like one, at least. ‘W’ i
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"I wish I could throw off the thoughts which poison my happiness. And yet I take a kind of pleasure in indulging them." -Frederic Chopin-
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"I wish I could throw off the thoughts which poison my happiness. And yet I take a kind of pleasure in indulging them." -Frederic Chopin-
If you need some poetry in your life I can read you Neruda.
But I haven't gotten a chance to talk to him since
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